Monday, April 30, 2012

Some Self-Forgiveness


Some Self-Forgiveness
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to torture the physical, which is one and equal as me, through generating/charging energy, which take from the physical and kill the physical.
I correct myself by stopping the generation/charging of energy, which take from the physical and kill the physical, so that the torture/abuse to the physical, which is one and equal as me can stop.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abuse the physical in separation of the physical as me. I forgive myself for accepting and allwonig myself to not see the physical is a reflection of who I am as evil, for how I abuse the physical.
I correct myself by bringing myself here through breath and live one and equal as the physical.
I correct myself by walking in self-forgiveness for what I have done, and live in commitment to stop all abuse of the physical so that all life can be free and so I can know freedom as well, through the reality which is equal and one as the physical.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let my desire possess me, the desire of party ad friendship and celebration, such that I separated myself from the physical so I can allow desire to possess me and avoid the physical consequences (which I can never avoid). I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe I can ever avoid the physical consequences of my actions, especially allowing energy to possess me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge and generate energy when I forgive myself and see I have applied self-forgiveness.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Memories


I forgive myself for demonizing memory as bad, when it is me, thus I create myself as bad in polarity with good. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate within the forgetfulness that humanity has accepted and allowed where we have chosen to forget our history to keep on making the same mistake and thus making ourselves not equal to our history thus enslaving/trapping ourselves to our history. I forgive myself for giving up my will to direct/change through forgetting I can change/direct myself one and equal. I forgive myself for running away from memory of what is here, one and equal. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of remembering what is here, so I purposefully forget what is here to not face here.  My memory and I are inseparable, if my memory is erased, so am I.