When I breath I bring myself together as one in the moment as I breath.

Emotions are crappy.

Emotians are distractions. Are a force. They depend on your will.

Friendship.

It is crappy also. I have defined friendship according to being a certain way. Friendly, open, trustworthy,

So I won’t do that anymore.

Why?

Emotions.

This is hard for me to discuss.

It had been such a motivation, force of, reason for living.

I want to direct myself in the moment as breath.  I won’t have a definition limiting my actions my relations to the world.  

I just need to jump in. Live in such a way so that I will be able to trust myself. Consistency…

Battling as wresting energetically

Letting others speak—bullshit idea